posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

I hate that you have to do this for us…

*Sighs*

You wouldnt have to leave me for long.. just a day a week, maybe. Like a little holiday..and you could get to spend some time with James up there..

Dean.

/reaches up and cups Dean’s face in his hands

I’m honored to do this for us, for our family. I’m glad to be able to help keep us safe in any way I can.

/Leans into the touch with a small smile.

You’re so selfless it  hurts.

/Pulls him closer.

I still wish that you wouldnt have to put up with this. It must be hard.

/shakes his head

It can be a challenge, such as on days like today. However I normally feel the same, I just cant do all that I used to.

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

Well it’s currently what’s allowing us to hide…

/frowns

It’s a win-lose.

Will you have to wear it forever?

I don’t know…

/looks down

There is a possibility..

*Frowns, looking worried*

Thats some scary shit, Cas..

*Looks at the bracelet*

You could always split your time… between home, and somewhere where you wouldnt need to wear it, like the Beach House in your heaven..

And leave you?

/shakes his head

I would rather just wear it…

I hate that you have to do this for us…

*Sighs*

You wouldnt have to leave me for long.. just a day a week, maybe. Like a little holiday..and you could get to spend some time with James up there..

Dean.

/reaches up and cups Dean’s face in his hands

I’m honored to do this for us, for our family. I’m glad to be able to help keep us safe in any way I can.

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

Well it’s currently what’s allowing us to hide…

/frowns

It’s a win-lose.

Will you have to wear it forever?

I don’t know…

/looks down

There is a possibility..

*Frowns, looking worried*

Thats some scary shit, Cas..

*Looks at the bracelet*

You could always split your time… between home, and somewhere where you wouldnt need to wear it, like the Beach House in your heaven..

And leave you?

/shakes his head

I would rather just wear it…

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

You better.

/Grins back, stroking his hair gently.

Why couldnt you heal yourself?

I only have a certain amount of grace I can use per day. Guess i used it all up yesterday…

/smiles lightly

/Touches the bracelet lightly.

I hate this thing.

Well it’s currently what’s allowing us to hide…

/frowns

It’s a win-lose.

Will you have to wear it forever?

I don’t know…

/looks down

There is a possibility..

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

You better.

/Grins back, stroking his hair gently.

Why couldnt you heal yourself?

I only have a certain amount of grace I can use per day. Guess i used it all up yesterday…

/smiles lightly

/Touches the bracelet lightly.

I hate this thing.

Well it’s currently what’s allowing us to hide…

/frowns

It’s a win-lose.

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

I don’t want to hurt you, Cas.

/Sighs, kissing him on the forehead.

S’the last thing I want.

/looks up at Dean and sighs

I’m sorry that I was stupid.

/smiles and pulls Dean in for a kiss

You’re not stupid…

/Wraps his arms tight around Cas, kissing him back.

I just worry about you.

If it’s any consellation, I worry about you too.

/grins softly, burying his head in Dean’s chest

You better.

/Grins back, stroking his hair gently.

Why couldnt you heal yourself?

I only have a certain amount of grace I can use per day. Guess i used it all up yesterday…

/smiles lightly

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

I don’t want to hurt you, Cas.

/Sighs, kissing him on the forehead.

S’the last thing I want.

/looks up at Dean and sighs

I’m sorry that I was stupid.

/smiles and pulls Dean in for a kiss

You’re not stupid…

/Wraps his arms tight around Cas, kissing him back.

I just worry about you.

If it’s any consellation, I worry about you too.

/grins softly, burying his head in Dean’s chest

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

I don’t want to hurt you, Cas.

/Sighs, kissing him on the forehead.

S’the last thing I want.

/looks up at Dean and sighs

I’m sorry that I was stupid.

/smiles and pulls Dean in for a kiss

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

/Finishes and wipes his hand off.

/Puts the kit away and crawls unto the bed beside Cas, gathering him in his arms.

S’all good. You’ll heal soon, nothing serious.

/Kisses him on the forehead.

/nods

Thank you, Dean.

/curls into Dean, humming softly

/Strokes a hand down Cas’s back soothingly.

Why did you do it, Cas?

I already told you…

/frowns

I didn’t know I wouldnt be able to heal afterwards

But it must have hurt! Why hurt yourself at all?

/Cups Cas’s face in his hands, kissing him gently.

I just don’t understand you sometimes..

It was the good kind of hurt.

/grins

I don’t regret it.

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

youshouldshowmesomerespect:

posterboyoftheunnaturalorder:

/Finishes and wipes his hand off.

/Puts the kit away and crawls unto the bed beside Cas, gathering him in his arms.

S’all good. You’ll heal soon, nothing serious.

/Kisses him on the forehead.

/nods

Thank you, Dean.

/curls into Dean, humming softly

/Strokes a hand down Cas’s back soothingly.

Why did you do it, Cas?

I already told you…

/frowns

I didn’t know I wouldnt be able to heal afterwards